A Different Kind Of Sadness

A Different Kind Of Sadness

That aint a tear babe
There aint a doubt
That’s just the last damn way
For the truth to come out
My hands on the wheel
My hearts in the mouth
Im steering all I love
With no way to slow down

I have a hard time holding back
There ain't a medicine for that
I have a smile I can’t get near
And a different kind of sadness
That brought me here

How to survive it
The worry and doubt
There aint a man alive
Who’s figured it out
Swing like you mean it
From our chandelier
I’ll hold all that’s good so close
That it can’t disappear

Like every candle waits the black
I am nothing except what I give back
I live for what I must revere
And the different kind of sadness
That brought me 

Am I deceived ?
Am I alright ?
Am I some last lone star In the dead of a night

That nobody ever woke upon ?
Is there nothing we feel that’s ever gone ?
I’ll find a road that’s long and fair
With a different kind of sadness
And I’ll meet you there